Vatican II video/ where am i as a catholic?

As a catholic i think i am more conservative becauuse i think mass should be about me and God and i would rather spend that time just me and him rather than with a group of people celebrating God, i think i have more to say and more to pray for when i'm in more in a traditon mass setting.

I am comfortable in a mass and by myself in prayer. I am comfortable with singing but not a huge dance celebrating. I am not comfortable with celebrating with a huge group of people and sharing my prayers.